Lilias, Yoga and You watch online HD

Lilias' program on PBS started me on a daily routine as a young mother in Nebraska. That was 33 years ago. One half hour conditioning was effective and her pace was perfect. I cannot keep the pace of the high impact pretzel yoga for an hour that is on now. All I wanted was a nice half hour but she is no longer available to the public without a price. I am now retired. I just wanted to log on and meditate without paying the price. I meditate to relieve my stress on money. Kind of defeats the purpose. I didn't realize it was only for their profit. Thanks a lot. I used to get so much peace and tranquility through Lilias. I have spent a morning of frustration. Peace and Love. Will that be paid by card or installment?